Saturday, November 21, 2009
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3:14 AM
why pple wanna get married? i really dunno..becos u love him/her very much tat y cant be apart?? hmmm..dunno... today is a bad day for me...i'm so sad today... some sae true frenz a few will do...ya i noe..but wen i need a person to talk to...i really cant find any...not their fault is that the timin not rite.. i think... i admit i hav limited frenz.. true frenx... think less than 8?? i really need a person to share with but this veri moment..sadly none is available..haha funny rite... i wish i can get out of here...but cant leave her alone...
i really veri veri sad.........................................
Friday, November 20, 2009
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6:21 AM
i hate myself...haiz..i noe i shouldn't behave like this le..it's over! pls let it go...just leave everything behind or as memory... life is just like this..wad can u do? pple will change.. the world wont stop becos of u... some strange feeling...veri uncomfortable.. weird.. haix.. pls carry on peili!!!
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poly life pls end soon!!! i dun wanna be in poly any more!!! FYP..innovex...etc.. hate it!!!!
Friday, October 23, 2009
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5:44 AM
Went for blood donation today!!! with 2 of my frens... it was super fast!!! think within 30-45mins!!! after that went to M.S find eug and the rest of the guys...all of my classmates FYP lecturer seems so nice treat them eat...as for mine..haiz.think he didn't even rmb our names...lol..cos he didn't give a shit on us... haizzzzzzz.... while waiting for eug n the guys...Edmond n i went to try our luck on the bears catching machine.. guess what..haha..Edmond caught 2!!! haha beginners luck...
eug n i went to watch Halloween 2... it's a stupid show... a waste of money!!! haiz..should have watch something else!!! hate my poly life!!! sucks!!!!
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
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5:34 AM
Finally i'm blogging again....sch started... wish that sch life will be over soon!!! i cant wait to be graduated!! Project really make me mad!!! i'm the one who do everything! i really hate it! i dunno how long can i endure...haiz...i been pushing and forcing myself to accept and just do... everyone seems to be busy and worry abt FYP but that 2...NO they dun seems like..cos got me to save them??? why??? haiz...really very stress up...sch start and studies oso begin...MST is just down the road...i'm so scared... interview is just another 1mth....HELP!!!! HELP!!! I NEED HELP!!!
Saturday, September 26, 2009
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9:34 AM
am i a frenz or gal frenz to u?? why always u help me but i cant help u??? i really dunno every time when is problems u will nv want my help..why??? even buy things u dun wan me to return...for occasionally it's okay but every time...i dun wan u to spoil me... for sometimes it's fine but... haiz.. frenz said u are good..ya i noe but.. there are problems that they cant see... the way u behave makes me felt i'm just nobody....
Friday, September 18, 2009
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6:09 AM
today 18/09/09
once again we quarrel... i dunno y?? okay maybe i was too much keep on saying he nv acc me.. but i dun think it wrong cos he abt a week nv meet me... due to FYP.. i endure..i just sae " i was so bore because someone nv acc me" that all...i just wanna voice out...i really misses him very much but...ya in msg he can always text " I LOVE U " but it just words with no feeling... i cant hug or kiss him... every time sae i love u, i miss u...but it jus words...yes it help to pass msg to love ones but it just for the period of time...msg cant be there to hug u wen u r lonely and hopeless... i really dunno...
the feeling are fading away silently...i cant find the feeling back..i dun wan!!! i really dun wan that to happen! he only noe how to sae " sorry dar sorry " but did he noe why?? i dun think so.. sometimes he did nth wrong but he will sae sorry...i hate it wen this happen...
FYP? i dunno...i really hate dis group! i dunno wad they wan.. i wanna just quit.. i just waste my holidays...we haven even started anything...sad rite..i really in deep trouble...
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
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8:59 AM
today 16/09/09... i felt something bad goin to happen... he like change into another person... i dunno...there are a lots of words i wanna sae but.... i dunno... is wad i can sae now... i felt hopeless now...so hopeless...no one to talk to...will he leave me? like wad my ex did??? i just hopeless really hopeless....